Calgon take me away

I tried staying awake to wait on you. The forces between us are strong, keeping us away from eachother. They do not like me. Matter of fact they hate me. I know you know nothing of what will eventually take place, and Im suppose to teach you, help you, lead you, guide you, help defend you, 2 strangers, is what we are. we may never meet in our world, but in the other realm we will become best friends. I show you lots in the other worlds. You will never ever such beauty. You will never ever see such ugliest. You will visit nasty, smelly, moldy dungeons, you will visit a brook running between a forest of trees, flowers, such tranquility, and such placid beauty. You find it comfortable, serene, almost enchanted...but evil lurks in the shadows. Always keep watch out, never let your guard down.
Do you have the sick feeling yet? where you feel you may throw up at anytime? Do the butterflies swarm inside your belly, nervous jitters ? Do you itch all over?
Do talk alot? yet quiet as hell at other times? These are normal, normal signs, normal feelings. You have right to be nervous, so nervous to the point of making yourself sick. Its ok, eventually you will grow used to it.

I like the old Calgon commercials where the woman lays in the bath tub and says Calgon take me away........... lol
Imagine for a moment, where you can do that. You must block out all your senses, relax your body and relax your mind. Your body will fall into a sleep, but your mind will be awake. Your soul ready. Then suddenly...Calgon take me away.....and you are in forest filled with the most beauty you have ever seen. You can to Paris, You can go to the Carribeans, where ever your soul needs to travel.

You see my friend, Your body is a shell. Thats all it is. Like an oyster, or a clam. Your body is just a shell. Everything you are, everything that makes you who you are, your personality, your traits, your wit, your humor, is in your soul. Your SOUL is you. Only you.
You have the ability to leave this world. Say you had a really bad day, everybody and everything is getting on your nerves. YOu just cant take it anymore.....you have the ability to lie down, rest your shell and your mind, and say Calgon take me away. But of course we all know Calgon is not taking you away lol. but thats your ability. Everyone who believes they have that ability can do this. Let your soul free, and when you enter that different realm, you rejuvinate, when you return, its the best euphoria, the best drug ever!

Ever had a dream that was soooo real, just sooooo awesome real? Good or Bad? Depending on the dream...your soul has traveled. Sometimes its your conscious speaking to you, other times its your soul traveling, exploring....yes think of it that way...you will be exploring for a little while. I will show you many places, and together we will discover new places. We have to find our secret dwelling, we cannot SPEAK of it, for they will find us. Eventually they will find us but for the time being, they need not to hear of secret dwelling. We will explore, I will show you so much beauty, and so much ugliness. You will wake at times being rejuvinated, other times youre almost to exhaustion.

When the battles start, your days are going to be near complete exhaustion talking will be a chore. People will wonder are you sick, people who do not know will think you are depressed, but the ones that do know...they will, they will know it has begun. Tell no one. Not even your children. Your choice of one is you need to tell only if they can handle it.
Perhaps your husband? You see atleast one person in our world should be aware but only if they can handle it, if not then do not tell, but the risks are far greater. If you have atleast one person whom you can trust............never mind ok, my brother just told me your husband is on your side, he is a spiritualist, he is aware, he is clean, he has the gift. Perhaps if he has the gift we can take him one evening and show him some of our travels.
You and I will paint perfect pictures for him, No, not paint as in pastels and acrylics, but we shall write of our journies, our battles, the ones we meet.

This my new friend, is fantasy come to life.