Hesaws was a little on edge when I first arrived. of course i have always known when Hesaws is speaking not to interrupt, but I did. I like kidding around with the old tree. I find at time he can be very humorous, but most of the time he is very serious. His old age shows much wisdom, and all his wisom he offers, I take it. I walked in with him talking to Kelly who was sitting on the ground listening closely to what he had to say. Hesaws was not all too happy that I was late arriving. He feels I should be there before Kelly arrives. I promised Kelly I would not let her arrive alone, but last night she got there before me.
I let Hesaws speak to Kelly of all the great knowledge the old tree possesses as I went to the river for a cleansing. I stripped my clothes off and waded into the chest deep river. My mind so caught up over all the bullshit Im experiencing at home. I know not to bring my troubles to the other realm, but this time I did. Hesaws set me right in my place too. I sank down under the rivers warm flowing waters, to where only my head was poking out. I thought deeply of all my troubles, concentrating on each one. As i did so I scrubbed with my bare hands my body. I then dove under the water. when i came back up again, the brightest glow of mother moon was shining upon me. i reached my hands up to her, and asked for her forgiveness for bringing my troubles to this side of the realm. I asked for her forgiveness and as always she gave it to me. I felt warm basking in her rays, the glow rejuvinating me, cleansing me, and loving me. I climbed out of the river, and stood under her glow, as i felt her rays warm my body and dry me as if I was her child. when my body was only slightly moist I put my clothes back on. I saw a frog sitting on a pad in the river watching me. I had not really even noticed him while i was in the river, but oh well.
I arrived back to Kelly and Hesaws and sat down and began to tell her of the simple war of good verses evil in our world. however I also explained that Lady Raven can tell her so much more than I. I have asked Hesaws to gather permisson from her to see us. Maybe tonight she will let us. If not, then we sleep, and we do not travel.
I think my friend is very well overwhelmed by all this, just as I was when it first happened to me, but I know she will eventually get used to it.

PS. i cannot write like kelly, she has told it the best way. also the picture above is only just a photo i have found on the net. No way does it even come close to representing hesaws but can give you an idea, lets double the image size with lower branches and you should have a good vision of hesaws.
blessed be, till we meet again.

To be a Witch

It was her first visit

I was sitting in Hesaws tree, waiting, when I saw her appear through the shadows. Her hair was long and partly grey. She looked scared, afraid, and confused, and a face I could clearly read. One that said " I dont want to be doing this".

She jumped when Hesaws spoke to her, and then jumped again when I spoke. She didnt understand the world, the other realm, and so much more for her to understand.

This is a part of her witchcraft she does not like, but its something she knows she will have to do.

I swung down from Hesaws and introduced myself with a hug, I then took her to the creek under the Godess, so she could see how it sparkles, how she illuminates all that she touches.

She was in awe, yet she had not much to say. I pointed out the fairees from the floweres that were unseen except for their flash of quick light.

Suddenly, she had to leave, and I watched her go. I didnt even get to say good bye, but its ok, I will meet her again.

thank god you made it read awhile please then i will send you email i can relax now going to go talk to my brother a few minutes.

still waiting on friday night

Ok, im telling my brother he needs to give you more clues..the end!

I wonder

Perhaps you have run across my site here, and do not know it is me. Surely not. Surely someone would tell you.
This what I know about you, you are married have been for almost 16 or 17 years. You have partially grey hair that you try covering up but lately do not seem to care. You have 2 children, 2 girls the ages 13 and 16 with one about to turn 14. You husbands name is Bill or Billy. I will not give out your name but I know it. You have dogs, quite a few. You have newborn kittens, one of them is black....is this enough to convince you that YOU have found me? If so, leave me a comment. With your email. I will then contact you by email. then you will create a new email address afterwards. I will then delete the comment. I have it set up anyway to view comments before posting, so it will be a private comment.
I hope you find me by midnight. If not, then they are going to have to guide you to me.
If you do not find me on your own your senses are not open enough and im sorry friend but you have to open up all your senses. I think you should rest and relax for a little while, find some kind of rejuvination. Maybe this will help you more.....Hello friend in South Carolina you have found me, my name is Doc and I am the Hated Hunter.

Dear Friend

Dear Friend,

It is nearing my lunch time. Do you know you should be eating lots of greens? I have cooked me up a pot of mustard greens with some fat back. Sounds like a southern meal lol. I still await your arrival. I have been having feelings of dread most of my morning. I do not like that. I dont even know what Im dreading. I like doing these things. I have never really assisted anyone, so this is new to me. I have never had to teach so again its new to me. I have never been the leader so again its new to me. Battling is not new to me.
I have so many stories to tell you and your husband. I really dont feel like telling them here.
I think it would be more approiate in an email.
I have a feeling you are not opening up all your senses. Maybe you should relax and and let the voices guide you to me.
Which reminds me of a song, you may know it. It is my understanding you listen to alot of Rock music! You go girl! we will get along just fine if you can relate to bands. lol.
It is my understanding your husband is a drummer..way to go dude, we will get along just fine if he is a muscian.

Here are some websites you will need: Ahem NEED!!!

http://www.crystalinks.com/astral.html


http://www.crystalinks.com/sacredfemininemed.html


Matter of fact just stay on her website and read what YOU feel is necessary.


I will have to look up some more. I am work right now and its kinda hard to do with people coming in and out.

Incubus

Incubus is another one of those demons who embodies in himself an entire class of beings. In this case, he is all incubi, who are male spirits of lust. The name comes from the Latin incubare, to lie upon, weigh down, brood. It was the belief that when an incubus came to a sleeping woman and had sex with her, she experienced nightmares and difficulty breathing. The incubus was thought to sit upon her chest, or in some cases her face.
This feeling of weight upon the chest is characteristic not only of incubi but of their female counterparts, the succubi demons who visit sleeping men for the purpose of sexual union. As someone who has experienced this weight and difficulty breathing numerous times, I can attest that it is very clear, distinct and real, and has nothing to do with dreaming, although it is usually felt for a brief period upon waking from sleep, when consciousness returns. The weight is not always localized upon the chest, but at times can be felt on the face, belly and legs as well.
It is possible by an act of will to drive away the demon, which relieves the pressure. Sometimes the demon will be reluctant to give up its place on your chest, belly, groin and thighs, and the feeling will persist for as much as thirty seconds or so after waking -- long after full consciousness has returned. Its removal is sudden and unmistakable. The feeling is exactly as though a soft weight has been lifted away from the surface of your skin. You can actually feel this removal as a sensation of something lifting itself and departing.
Occasionally you will also see the demon as a translucent, indistinct shape, pressing upon your chest -- it resembles a pale shadow upon the air, and has size and an overall mass, but no distinct features. However, the demon can be seen clearly within the nightmare experienced during its visit, and can be interacted with by the dreamer. The visit of an incubus or succubus does not always bring a dream, nor are those dreams always of an explicitly sexual nature during most of their duration. When a dream occurs, you will often become aware of its sexual energy near its end, at the same time that you feel the weight of the demon on your chest, and the natural response is to will oneself to wake up, which terminates both the dream and the sensation of weight, but not immediately.
My impression of succubi, based on personal experience, is that they derive some sort of nourishment or pleasure from the sexual energy of human beings. They possess the ability to enter our dreams by impersonating dream characters, and manipulate the plot of the dream in order to direct it into sexual channels. In this way they feed themselves on our sexual energy. They usually impersonate people we are familiar with, or sometimes average human beings we do not know, so that we will interact with them without fear (because strong fear terminates a dream), but every now and then they appear more directly in the dream and exhibit physical characteristics that might be described as unhuman or demonic. This usually causes a visceral response of fear or revulsion, ending the dream.
There is nothing inherently dangerous about the visits of incubi or succubi, but repeated visits on a nightly basis can cause fatigue. Some persons not accustomed to dealing with spirits may become frightened by the nonhuman appearances these spirits sometimes adopt. It is my belief that some incubi and succubi deliberate take on a horrible form to generate strong fear and revulsion in their human hosts, presumably because they like the flavor of these emotions when mingled with human sexual energy.
One effective way to terminate the visits of incubi or succubi is to form a close, loving alliance with a familiar spirit, and then request of that spirit that it prevent the intrusions of other spirits while you lie sleeping. The familiar will serve as your psychic bodyguard, so to speak, and prevent other spirits from harassing you. You may not wish to follow this course, since the visits of incubi or succubi can prove quite entertaining.

Famous Succubi

Succubus are female demons who have sexual intercourse with sleeping men. Very erotic!

Some famous succubus

Lilith

Lilith has many origins. In one version of the bin-Sira version of the Bible, Lilith is the first wife of Adam (before Eve) and was created at the same time that god created Adam. In Greek myth, she is the goddess of the dark moon (Artemis is the goddess of the full moon, and Hecate is the goddess of the crescent moon). In Mesopotamian legends, Lilith is a fertility/earth goddess who protects people's children and helps to harvest food. In both Arabic and Jewish myths however, she is a succubus. A demon-woman who hunts men, seduces them and drains their life with a kiss. Jewish mothers believed Lilith would come to take their children away and eat them.

WANT TO KNOW MORE ABOUT LILLITH READ HERE:

http://www.lilithgallery.com/library/index.html

The Lilin

According to Jewish folklore, the 'lilin' are the daughters of Lilith and Adam, engendered while she was his wife. They are demons, with their function being that of a succubus. Men and also mothers feared the attack of the lilin, because they were also said to kidnap children, like Lilith.
The lilin are considered night spirits

Mara

'Mara' is the name of a fabulous ogress who hags people when sleeping. People feel pressure on their chest, and some people report that they observed Mara laying on their chest sometimes choking their necks, and mostly accompanying with sleep paralysis.

Rusalka

In Slavic mythology 'Rusalka' was a female ghost, water nymph or succubus-like demon who lived in a lake. Her eyes shone like a green fire. Men who were seduced by her died in her arms, and in some versions her laugh can also cause death (compare with the Irish banshee). She corresponds to the Scandinavian and German Nixie. The ghostly version of the succubus is the soul of a young woman who died in or near a lake (many of these rusalki were murdered by lovers), and came to haunt that lake; this undead rusalka is not particularly malevolent, and will be allowed to die in peace if her death is avenged.

Yuki - Ona

'Yuki-onna' (??, " snow woman") is a spirit or type of spirit found in Japanese folklore. She is a popular figure in Japanese animation, manga, and literature. Yuki-onna is sometimes confused with Yama-uba ("mountain crone"), but the two figures are not the same.
Yuki-onna appears as a tall, beautiful woman with long hair. Her skin is inhumanly pale or even transparent, causing her to to blend into the snowy landscape. She sometimes wears a white kimono, but other legends describe her as nude, with only her face, hair, and pubic region standing out against the snow. Despite her inhuman beauty, her eyes can strike terror into mortals. She floats across the snow, leaving no footprints (in fact, some tales say she has no feet), and she can transform into a cloud of mist or snow if she is threatened.
Yuki-onna is winter personified, particularly the storms common during that time of year. She is at the same time beautiful and serene, yet ruthless in her killing of unsuspecting mortals. Until the 18th century, she was almost uniformly portrayed as evil. Today, however, stories often color her as more human, emphasizing her ghostlike nature and ephemeral beauty.
In many stories, Yuki-onna reveals herself to travelers who find themselves trapped in snowstorms and uses her icy breath to leave them as frost-coated corpses. Other legends say that she leads them astray so they simply die of exposure. Other times, she manifests holding a child. When a well-intentioned soul takes the "child" from her, he or she is frozen in place. Parents searching for lost children are particularly susceptible to this tactic. Other legends make Yuki-onna much more aggressive. In these stories, she often physically invades people's homes, blowing in the door with a gust of wind, to kill them while they sleep (though some legends require her to be invited inside first).
Exactly what Yuki-onna is after varies from tale to tale. Sometimes she is simply satisfied to see her victim's death. Other times, however, she is more vampiric, draining her victims' blood or "life force". She occasionally takes on a succubus-like manner, preying on weak-willed men in order to drain or freeze them through sexual intercourse or a kiss.
Like the snow and winter weather she represents, Yuki-onna has a softer side. She sometimes lets would-be victims go for various reasons. In one popular Yuki-onna legend, for example, she sets a young boy free due to his beauty and age. She makes him promise to never mention her again, though, and when he relates the story to his wife much later in life, his wife reveals herself to be none other than the snow woman. She reviles him for breaking his promise but spares him yet again, this time out of concern for the children she has born him. In a similar legend, Yuki-onna melts away once her husband discovers her true nature.

Allu

In Akkadian mythology the 'Allu' were a race of monstrous and faceless demons that destroyed all what they could capture. They were engendered during a man's sleep with Lilitu or one of her demon servants (see also succubus). When the man who had engendered them was about to die, they surrounded his bed waiting for the moment during which they could take their father's soul, impeding his travel to the Underworld, and making of him an errant spirit, feared by all living people (see also ghost).
In Sumerian mythology 'Allu' was a demonic power.

Belili

'Belili' was first a Sumerian minor goddess called Gesht-inanna, sister of Dumuzi, and wife of Nin-gishzida (the door keeper of An). She was later included in the Babylonian pantheon with the name of Belili or Belit-ili (also spelled Belet-ili), acquiring in some time a much higher status as the wife of Bel (the Assyrian and Babylonian equivalent to Baal). The Canaanites called her Baalat or Baalit, the wife and female counterpart of Baal. As the wife of Bel she can be associated with Ishtar for Assyrians and Babylonians, with Astarte for Semites, and with Asherah for Philistines; in this sense Belili can also be associated with sacred prostitution and human sacrifice (of children, by fire). Some authors, however, relate her with Lilith, who is commonly associated with the demon Asmodai and considered a female demon with the function of acting as a succubus. Other authors say that she could have been a fertility goddess (this connects her again with Ishtar, Astarte and Asherah), and some Neopagans consider Belili a mother goddess.

Lamia

A related concept [to the succubus] is the Lamia from old English legends. The lamia was said to appear in graveyards as a beautiful woman who draws young men to their deaths. She would lie in wait for a naive victim, looking as if she needs his assistance in some way. legend has it that, if you see such a woman in a graveyard who appears to need help, you are supposed to call out to her, for the Lamia cannot answer back, since she has a snakes tongue and can only hiss

I can hear your thoughts

Time is drawing near my friend. Things are to change. The way you feel, the way you sleep, the way you talk, the way you walk, everything is about to change.
I prepare myself, you do not know how. I will teach you how.
You were visited last night. You let yourself fall asleep, you cannot help it, stop fighting sleep, ok. LISTEN TO ME. They cannot harm you now. Not yet. They are only watching you, feeding off you, they know soon you will be entering the realm, knowing everything there is to know of you, they will find you in the realm. They will do not know I am coming.
I have done this 3 times, this will be my fourth. you may think thats not experience enough...well fuck, its more than what you have. sorry, but the truth. Im not going to be gentle with you, im not going to sugar coat shit for you, this shit is real, face it, live it, deal with it, and dammit, get ahold of it, you will, i repeat YOU WILL be doing this. We have been called, you have been chosen....technically...ok im not getting into that just yet.
I can feel you, I can almost read your thoughts and emotions. Yes, I am that strong, and I am mortal

Calgon take me away

I tried staying awake to wait on you. The forces between us are strong, keeping us away from eachother. They do not like me. Matter of fact they hate me. I know you know nothing of what will eventually take place, and Im suppose to teach you, help you, lead you, guide you, help defend you, 2 strangers, is what we are. we may never meet in our world, but in the other realm we will become best friends. I show you lots in the other worlds. You will never ever such beauty. You will never ever see such ugliest. You will visit nasty, smelly, moldy dungeons, you will visit a brook running between a forest of trees, flowers, such tranquility, and such placid beauty. You find it comfortable, serene, almost enchanted...but evil lurks in the shadows. Always keep watch out, never let your guard down.
Do you have the sick feeling yet? where you feel you may throw up at anytime? Do the butterflies swarm inside your belly, nervous jitters ? Do you itch all over?
Do talk alot? yet quiet as hell at other times? These are normal, normal signs, normal feelings. You have right to be nervous, so nervous to the point of making yourself sick. Its ok, eventually you will grow used to it.

I like the old Calgon commercials where the woman lays in the bath tub and says Calgon take me away........... lol
Imagine for a moment, where you can do that. You must block out all your senses, relax your body and relax your mind. Your body will fall into a sleep, but your mind will be awake. Your soul ready. Then suddenly...Calgon take me away.....and you are in forest filled with the most beauty you have ever seen. You can to Paris, You can go to the Carribeans, where ever your soul needs to travel.

You see my friend, Your body is a shell. Thats all it is. Like an oyster, or a clam. Your body is just a shell. Everything you are, everything that makes you who you are, your personality, your traits, your wit, your humor, is in your soul. Your SOUL is you. Only you.
You have the ability to leave this world. Say you had a really bad day, everybody and everything is getting on your nerves. YOu just cant take it anymore.....you have the ability to lie down, rest your shell and your mind, and say Calgon take me away. But of course we all know Calgon is not taking you away lol. but thats your ability. Everyone who believes they have that ability can do this. Let your soul free, and when you enter that different realm, you rejuvinate, when you return, its the best euphoria, the best drug ever!

Ever had a dream that was soooo real, just sooooo awesome real? Good or Bad? Depending on the dream...your soul has traveled. Sometimes its your conscious speaking to you, other times its your soul traveling, exploring....yes think of it that way...you will be exploring for a little while. I will show you many places, and together we will discover new places. We have to find our secret dwelling, we cannot SPEAK of it, for they will find us. Eventually they will find us but for the time being, they need not to hear of secret dwelling. We will explore, I will show you so much beauty, and so much ugliness. You will wake at times being rejuvinated, other times youre almost to exhaustion.

When the battles start, your days are going to be near complete exhaustion talking will be a chore. People will wonder are you sick, people who do not know will think you are depressed, but the ones that do know...they will, they will know it has begun. Tell no one. Not even your children. Your choice of one is you need to tell only if they can handle it.
Perhaps your husband? You see atleast one person in our world should be aware but only if they can handle it, if not then do not tell, but the risks are far greater. If you have atleast one person whom you can trust............never mind ok, my brother just told me your husband is on your side, he is a spiritualist, he is aware, he is clean, he has the gift. Perhaps if he has the gift we can take him one evening and show him some of our travels.
You and I will paint perfect pictures for him, No, not paint as in pastels and acrylics, but we shall write of our journies, our battles, the ones we meet.

This my new friend, is fantasy come to life.

I can hear you

I can hear you. You are calling, searching, wondering, questioning. You are lost. There are other forces trying to bring us together, but something stands between them. They know without me they can have their way with you. They can take control of your mind, and they can take control of your body, and you dont even have a fucking clue they are doing it. You go through a period where everything is normal, you live a normal life, and everything is what life is suppose to be about. Then suddenly.....WHAT THE FUCK!! You know something is wrong, but you dont know what. You feel sick, you cant make yourself do anything. Its like you are depressed, like you have no will live, you have no energy to even climb out of the bed in the mornings, wiping your ass almost feels like a fucking chore. Then suddenly just out of nowhere out of the blue, you hear voices, they are calling to you. Voices you have forgotten, voices you have pushed out of you because you simply just didnt want to believe any more. Well hell, look at where it got you.
Dont take offense to that, but its the truth. You felt like you couldnt live for God and the paranormal. Hell honey look it at this way..God is paranormal too...you live for God but you have to fight the evil....You live for God, but hmmm, lets see, you fight wanting those pills that cloud your mind, yea the little blue ones, I know them well, I had my share. Dont get me wrong I still need one from time to time, and before this is over, youre going to need one.
You fight impure thoughts sometimes, hell everyone does its natural. You fight wanting a bottle of liqour and just get drunk off your ass. YOu fight looking at porn, well you mmay not but i do, and you fight and fight and fight...those are everyday fights, those are fights, trial, tribulations, and its a form of fighting evil, all for the name of God.
But we as humans who live in the world we are in...are used to that. Its every day.
But it is not everday when voices start calling...wake up....wake up .....you have a battle to fight. You are being possessed by demonic forces. They sneak in, the lay on top of you they suck the energy straight out of you, and run like hell to the master demon, the one who seeks you, he then takes your energy, you are his now. Hmmm how does that make you feel?
As you lay in bed at night. Your body relaxed, sound asleep, one comes in, he crawls across your bed and he watches you, he enters into your body, and he knows your thoughts. He is getting to know you, know your subconsciences. During the day he watches your moves, he watches what means the most to you, he learns everything is to know about you.
A demonic force is nothing to fuck around with you know. He will consume you. Understand, he will consume you, he will take you down to the very depths of hell and have his way with you and when he spits you back out........you see yourself lying in a casket, your chldren crying over your body, your husband crying for his love, wondering what the fuck happened.
This is NOT a scene you want...wake up, prepare, find me, and lets get this show started.
Im just waiting on you. You need me. I am going to be your teacher, your friend, your guide, im going to be your partner is this battle......oh my battles? you want to know my battles?? I will tell you soon enough. While I wait on you, I will write more, so you can get to know a little more what you are up against.
But keep in mind my new friend, the come to you, you are so weak and soon you are going to be too weak to fight.
I channeled. I called to you. I hollered your name. I listened to my brother, I sent him word to tell you to hurry to me. I can feel the forces around me, they are strong, so strong. I dont like your first battle being such a fucking heavy one, that shit aint fair!
I hear you calling me, your questions arent getting answered, i will answer them, just find me dammit.

Waiting

I am waiting you will find me, till then I will just write some things till you come.

Go away now

Im not going to sit here and tell my whole fucking life story, not here anyways. Some will come looking and they will find the answers here. Some will not. I really dont give a flying fuck. I have been told to make this blog and it is here that stories will be written. What will these stories contain ? fuck if I know, but this is where they will be. I do not want them here, but this is where they will end up. Not all of them. I am not a writer, I do not even claim to be a writer. There will be no comments. If anyone leaves me a comment, Im just deleting it, so go ahead, move on away now because you do not belong here.